Nothing New..

Thought I would just update even though there isn't anything really new, it gives me a chance to be me..be emotional and vent and then pull myself back together again quietly.
Our Dossier is in Florida waiting to be taken to Haiti in November. In my mind I'm yelling "NOVEMBER????" Sometimes I am SO... tired of waiting for just ONE thing to happen just so we can wait for the next thing to happen.
It is a process that we really have no control over and for the most part I think we FINALLY grasped that. We may not always be happy about it, but have found that when we try to make things happen, things get messed up. So we wait on our God to do things as only HE can do. We trust him completely even when we just plain don't understand.
Sometimes this journey just doesn't seem real.. are they EVER REALLY going to come home? Will we actually see them in their beds, or look out the back window and see them playing in the back yard, or look in the rear view mirror and see them in the back seat, or sit in church with them in our laps whispering "I love you" in their ear...we want so much to start our lives with them...the good and the bad..
Most likely we are looking at next year before they come home.
Their birthdays are both in November...another year older..

We know. God's time. And honestly, we would not want it any other way.